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[christopher575]

Sunday nights are such a weird time. It's like every week is a year of my life and on Sunday as I grow drowsy I look back and wonder where it all went. The difference now is that things are finally going really well for me, so instead of worrying about just getting by, I worry about maintaining. Failure has been such a way of life for me, that success is an amazing challenge.

I'm extremely grateful for everything I've got, and hope that everyone knows how lucky I feel right now. My heart's been broken several times recently, but it still works very well.

I don't expect any of this to make sense or mean anything. I'm feeling too many things all at once to be able to really describe what it's like.

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[gomezticator.livejournal.com]

Haha. I look at Sunday nights the same way too. I think it's because we work in offices, and so the next day we've got to get up early and enter the grind of the workplace for another 5 days. You get 2 nights of freedom, and then you sit there the night before going back and you can't help but reflect.

I found I got a lot happier when I stopped thinking of life in terms of failures and disappointments and started thinking about it in terms of progress and improving the things I could. It appears you've turned that direction as well and it's helped matters.

[notlostonme.livejournal.com]

I found I got a lot happier when I stopped thinking of life in terms of failures and disappointments and started thinking about it in terms of progress

Exactly. Isn't it amazing that it only takes something like that to change everything?

[notlostonme.livejournal.com]

I know exactly what you mean.
All of a sudden, I have this incredible life that I can hardly manage all at once because there's just SO much of it, and it's very new.

Plus, I love you and I adore spending all day with you, cozied into our little space and talking.

[badrobot68.livejournal.com]

I know these feelings very well.
The changes in my life these past 18 months have been a whole world of difference.
I know you did not know me before that, but trust me...I feel like a while new person now and I almost do not trust it when things go well because I think it's all going to go back to crap soon.

[bendawg.livejournal.com]

On an unrelated note, we still need to dine together sometime soon. :-) Weren't we thinking (this last) Thursday? ... or was I crazy?

Also, you said to remind you about that CD player, I think. :-)

I hope you had a good 'vacation' across the sound this weekend.

[christopher575.livejournal.com]

I'll have to find the CD player first. Everything is still packed up. We'll see what we can figure out.

[ozgryph.livejournal.com]

I'm totally with you on the Sunday night thing.

[filarabit.livejournal.com]

It sounds like you are in a good place... I really hope things stay good! :) Getting there is hard but worth it...